What is that feeling?

I don't know what is wrong with me recently. I felt that money is very important for me. Is it because I don't have any part-time work? But I have no time to work also. I'm just busy with assignments this couple weeks. 

I just can't accept it. Why? Is it after the talk? They convinced me to forget about it but I just can't. I can't forget it. Why? Why is it so look like my mom? I don't want to be the second her. Don't ask me why, I just don't want to be.

Our relationship isn't that close anymore. I felt stress about it. I have 3 more assignments to rush. Can you imagine how stress is that already?

Just hope that I can focus on my assignments, the party and the singing mob. 

Goodnight.

I'm back?

Hi guys! It's been a long time I never update my blog due to the laziness and busyness. I'm a college student right now. I started my college since April which is 2 months ago. Time flies huh? It's June now! I'm so miss my secondary school life. I miss my friends. I miss my teachers. I miss the daily routine when I was a secondary school student.

College life is another journey. New people, new environment, new life. I still can't get used to it. I'm still preferring secondary school. For those who are still studying in secondary school, PLEASE APPRECIATE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE NOW. PLEASE ENJOY. Always heard this from my seniors and now I get a chance to say it. It's not a good thing for me as it proved that I'm "old". loll

A lot of problems happened to me recently. I found out that I get annoyed easily by small little thing. Is it something wrong with me? I don't know. Complain too much will become a negative thinker? Maybe? Who can tell me the exact answer? I just don't want to hate the one I love. Sometimes, I wish to have a boyfriend who I can share my problems with and care for me. This is just what I wish. Since the broke up last time, I'm scare to fall into the trap AGAIN. 

I wonder is it the gene problem because I'm just like my mom sometimes. Always think too much and care too much. The only thing I hate is care too much. Why can't I be an open-minded person? And then I will become a positive person and happy everyday. I just hope that the negative thoughts won't come back to me. *pray hard* *finger crossed* 

Is a big NO NO to blame yourself and I'm blaming myself here. loll Hoping that I will be alright soon and change to be a better person. 

That's all for tonight. I just wanna spam in somewhere and I choose to blog. 

Sweet dream everyone. Loves. 

:)

March first post

hii March ! It's a random post here about my hair. hehe

When I'm boring, I will try to dress up myself even just at home. Ridiculous right?

That's how I spent my time. Not everyday or every week once la.

Just few months once.

But recently I became very lazy to dress up myself ady. :/

Here are some photos with my long hair..

I cut my hair 2 plus months ago. 

I cut 6 inch of my hair. Now I'm so missing my long hair. TT

Long hair is so heavy yet it can have many different styles.

This is how I look after I cut my hair. It's getting longer now. :)

Be happy :)

Bryan's birthday celebration

Bryan went to Kuantan ady because he needs to help his aunt to manage a shop there. 

So sad he can't hang out with us in this few months. But maybe he will come back in January or Chinese New Year. Less jor one people zat tim. XD

Anyway take care :)

His birthday celebration was a last-minute-plan.

We decided to go Publika to celebrate his birthday since all of us didn't go there together before.

That day I went to shopping with parents at OU.

I bought 2 shirts @ cotton on as his present.

When I was wrapping the present, I sms to Raymond Gan and see whether he wanna share the present together or not.

Actually he decided not to go that night but then he think of giving Bryan a surprise.

So he decided to go secretly by his own.

6.30pm they gather at my house.

While waiting for Adeline, Dc and Mina told us that they captured a photo of UFO accidentally.

We were like "WTF?! ARE YOU SERIOUS??"

They showed us the photo and we started to believe it. Ridiculous huh?

Don't know you believe or not, I will show you the photo next time if can.

We departed after Adeline reached.

Boon Lim fetch all of us with Alphard. Woohoo!

I brought my new baby camera too - Lumix GF5. I bought it in KLCC PC fair. ♥

Outfit of the night :

Plan b was full. We just booked when we reached there.

And we need to wait 20 to 30 minutes. :/

Suddenly, Raymond called me and said he reached and saw us too. OMG.

Luckily all of us didn't see him.

I lied to others that my couzie was there and need me to accompany her to buy something.

Bryan TRUST my LIE. XD

Raymond and I meet up. Discussed how to surprise him.

We thought of buying cupcakes @ Wondermilk. Yet, the price is just amazing. ><

Guess what we bought?

We bought BASKIN ROBIN. How special? hahah

SURPRISE !

All of us were shocked that he almost cry. :/

Spot his eyes.

We bumped into WenNi there too :)

Dinner time!

So yam, right? hahah

#Random1

#Random2

Love bird ♥

This perasan people used my camera to take picture of himself. -.-

Beer anyone? loll

#Random3

 Wild Mushroom

I don't really like it. Is too WILD for me. ><

I exchanged with Adeline's Carbonara at last. :/

After our meal, we have nothing to do also. Kinda boring. :/

Should plan early next time.

We went back to the stage there and gave him present.

Friendship forever ♥

Made by Adeline :)

Mokubao, Raymond and Calvin's birthday celebrarion

This should be July post, not December post. lol. 

Due to my laziness and my internet connection is slow like hell, I decided to stop blogging. 

I'm sorry for those who always waiting for me to update my blog. :/

Got 3 big guys are July babies. So we celebrated their birthday at the same day.

We went to Secret Recipe @ Desa Parkcity to have our dinner.

I brought my dslr along too :)

Guess what? We took lots of photos. 

Let me show you some..

♥

Kelok was acting cute. omg! :O

One of the birthday guy : Raymond Gan 

Three birthday babies : Mokubao, Calvin and Raymond

Love bird ♥♥

#Take1

#Take 2

Epic expression

After our dinner, we went to buy Chatime and have a walk in the lakeside.

We won't forget to take photos of course. :P

Random is love ♥

I love this shot so much!

sha lao + sha po = perfect ! XD

 Spot Raymond's face. XD

Ignore the guy behind. He was trying to interrupt us. lol. Perasan guy. We don't even know him.

Walked a round the lakeside, Mina and I bought 3 muffins @ The Coffee Bean and said we go to the toilet as an excuse. hehe

Mokubao :)

Raymond :)

And..

Calvin :)

:D

peace out :)

Dc was staring at me when we took this shot cause he wanna kiss Mina and jealous that I can kiss her in public. hahah

Finally..he can kiss her :P

Friendship forever please?