Hi guys! It's been a long time I never update my blog due to the laziness and busyness. I'm a college student right now. I started my college since April which is 2 months ago. Time flies huh? It's June now! I'm so miss my secondary school life. I miss my friends. I miss my teachers. I miss the daily routine when I was a secondary school student.
College life is another journey. New people, new environment, new life. I still can't get used to it. I'm still preferring secondary school. For those who are still studying in secondary school, PLEASE APPRECIATE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE NOW. PLEASE ENJOY. Always heard this from my seniors and now I get a chance to say it. It's not a good thing for me as it proved that I'm "old". loll
A lot of problems happened to me recently. I found out that I get annoyed easily by small little thing. Is it something wrong with me? I don't know. Complain too much will become a negative thinker? Maybe? Who can tell me the exact answer? I just don't want to hate the one I love. Sometimes, I wish to have a boyfriend who I can share my problems with and care for me. This is just what I wish. Since the broke up last time, I'm scare to fall into the trap AGAIN.
I wonder is it the gene problem because I'm just like my mom sometimes. Always think too much and care too much. The only thing I hate is care too much. Why can't I be an open-minded person? And then I will become a positive person and happy everyday. I just hope that the negative thoughts won't come back to me. *pray hard* *finger crossed*
Is a big NO NO to blame yourself and I'm blaming myself here. loll Hoping that I will be alright soon and change to be a better person.
That's all for tonight. I just wanna spam in somewhere and I choose to blog.
Sweet dream everyone. Loves.
:)
