My feeling ..

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Hello! I'm here again! haha.

With sunglasses on. So that no one can see the my sadness in my eyes. #justsaying

If you got follow me on my twitter, you'll see that I'm very emo recently. 

Sorry for spamming so much. :/ Many things happened recently. >< 

I can't write it all out as I still have my own privacy, right? 

I can only say I got problems in a relationship and friendship.

Don't ask me who are they all about. As you know, I won't tell.

I don't know what should I do right now. I'm just scare to make a decision again.

Okay. Lets talk about chinese singing competition which held on last Friday.

I cried. :/

Many of my friends don't understand why am I crying on that time.

They said that I already did a great job! Thank you for caring me, friends! ♥

The reason I cried is I just feel disappointed to myself!

I changed my audition song in the Friday morning.

And I just memorised the lyrics in the very last minute. *blame myself*

When I was practising the song in the class, there were lyrics in my mind.

Yet, when I was standing in front of the audiences, my mind was totally BLANK!

One of my friend said that I was pro enough because when I forgot the lyrics, I just quickly "la..la..la" to continue my singing. XD

I also shocked that when I "la..la..la". teehee.

Maybe I put so much expectation on myself.

Some of my friends said that they started to love the song after listen to my performance. Aww~ ♥

And now, I get into final!! :DD

*happy die*

I promised myself that I won't choose song in the very last minute already!

And also will practise hard. :D

Thank you for those who support me! :)

For those who didn't get into final, don't feel sad, keep it up and there's another competition on Hari Koko! :)

*Feel like so fake when wrote the sentence above :/ But I said it from my deep heart. :)*

I miss my bangs! ♥

I love you ♥ 

Genting with cousin :)

This happened 1month plus ago. teehee.

Im so sorry la. I really have less time to blog as I will take nap after school every weekday. :/

I know Im really pig. haha

I don't know where should I start. Hmm...

One Saturday morning, I went back to school for helping Wei Guang to set up the PA system.

Poor him. There's an afternoon section's teacher asked him for help in very last minute.

He didn't manage to ask others for help, so he texted me before the day.

He told me 7am to reach school.

Well, Im late abit. Yet, he haven't reach. -.-

I waited for him alone in the school for almost 45minutes. -.-

I kept call him but he didn't answer my call.

While waiting for him...

When he reached school, he told me that he woke up late. :/

After we finished setting up the PA, we have our breakfast at mamak with Xiao Min and her lao po. :)

After that, I went home and started to prepare.

Im going to Genting Highlands with cousin and his family. :)

My cousin's wife came and fetch me afterward.

We drive-thru McD. 

Had our McD at cousin's house. 

When waiting for my cousin come back from his work, had girls' talk with Blythe. ♥

#random #hellokitty #chocolates

She bought this since last year and she didn't even eat one. lol.

The purpose I was going to Genting with my cousin and his family was just to accompany his lovely daughter, Blythe. :D

Actually we were going to attend Bosch Dinner, Yokoso Night 2011.

It postponed to this year. :/

The weather was so coooooold~ ><

We checked in the hotel first. Then we went back to our room and start prepare.

I'm a person who love to self-shot. So... XD

My outfit of the night :

Blythe's younger sister Justin, me and Blythe ♥

*ignore my hair please ><*

With Justin :)

With my baby Blythe ♥

The tickets.

7pm sharp, three of us went down to the convention centre.

I was very hungry at that time.

Luckily there were some food provided. :)

Little performance. It's funny! :D

The stage.

Hmm... Actually the photo above is a guy. :/

He is not "agua". He was just pretend to be.

His nickname is bb geh bo. Do you heard before?

He said his office located at Chow Kit Road wor. XD

He is the one who bring the real "agua" for show.

Those "agua" very gorgeous. 

And he is a very funny guy! 

He performed a song to us. His voice is AWESOME!! 

One of the "agua".

Very gorgeous, right? ><

Another performance was singing and dancing.

The singers were 黄一飞与喵喵组合.

But seems like not many people were enjoying their performance. :/

Yet, I did enjoy their performance! ♥

I love they two. Their smile did make me feel happy! :D

After the dinner, adults went into casino.

All kids went to shop around and play the indoor theme park.

I don't feel like playing the theme park, Blythe as well.

So, we decided to eat and shop around.

After almost 2hours, Blythe's mom called.

She asked us to go to the K room. And yet, the place is not allow under 18. :/

So, her mom came out and brought us in. X)

When we went back to our room, we bumped into Blythe's friend.

Her friend is a guy and he ceme to Genting with his brother.

The thing that shocked me was the guy texted Blythe and told her that he and his brother gonna went to our room and chat with us. lol.

And Blythe said OK. OMG! :/

After we reached our room, we kept our room as fast as we can. ><

I still got time to self-shot and clean myself. XD

My facebook proflie picture. hehe

Guess what, they bought Carlsberg. -.-

And he said everyone MUST drink! 2 bottles each people. lol.

I asked him whether I can don't drink or not because I was coughing at that time.

Blythe and he said no excuse. TT

Bully me one. :'(

The most unfair thing is their Carlsberg were having 5.5% of alcohol and mine one were different.

One was 5.5% and another was 8.8%. #Drunk

I can feel the dizzyness. When I walked, I really can't walk in a straight line. 

But I pretend that I was okay.

The guy's brother went home at 4am.

And the guy don't wanna go back home early, so he stayed. -.-

5o'clock in the morning, I slept. I really beh tahan ady. ><

I cough badly in my sleep due to the alcohol. :/ 

The guy went back home in the next day morning.

Blythe told me that she didn't sleep at all. lol. Pro.

We went to play outdoor theme park the next day.

Its so boring and cold in the morning. :/

We had our lunch at Gohtong Jaya.

When the adults discussed where to have lunch, my cousin pronounced Gohtong Jaya as Gotong-royong. XDD

Its so funny man!! XD

Mini grapes that cousin's wife bought. Taste sweet and nice! :)

Okay. I was tired enough at that time. ><

I slept after my bath.

And my face got sun burned. ><

So pink. :/

That's all for this post. I know this post was hell long. Teehee.

Shogun @ Sri Hartamas

Im blog finally. teehee

My eldest brother gonna come back to KL this Saturday.

He will work in KL start from next Monday.

He rented his house which located in Butterworth to a Japanese guy.

Which means that I can't go to Penang often. :(

My eldest brother is work as a manager. He is helping my cousin brother work in Butterworth.

So, after he resign, he decided to invite cousin brother and his family for a meal. :)

We went to Shogun @Sri Hartamas.

Know what, the food there were sucks to me! :/

I took many photos. Enjoy! :)

My elder brother and his wife. ♥

Cousin brother. He can be my father ady. XD

My model - Blythe ♥

Hairstyle of the day :

I'm in love with it! ♥

Blythe's youngest sister - Josephine. :D

Outfit of the day :

Cousin brother's wife. :)

My dad. teehee

Silly daddy. haha

Spot the little kid which in the trolley? He is a Korean. So cute! :D 

And lastly, baby cheese. :)